mini ms.busybody

Feeling extra emotional this couple of days. My baby is growing up so fast. She has so many antics on her own and sometimes I feel she's like a mini adult. She listens when I talk to her like she understands me. She puts on a serious face when I scold her. She has to join in the adults conversation and she started voicing out her opinions in her high pitch squeals.

Just last night, she refuses to sleep after her bedtime feeding. So we spend some time playing on the bed. She has this really cute way of putting her hands on my cheeks like she wants to comfort me and staring into my eyes. But that happens only for a split second before her fingers poke my nose. Haha... But I do enjoy letting her hands explore my face just cause she had cute chubby hands. She's such a curious little thing and have to touch, grab, kick everything she comes in contact with. She has strong legs, this little one.

She started patting me whenever she needs something. Like when I carry her, she's pat my back to let me know if she have pooped or that she is hungry or tired. 

I will never get tired of the way she looks at me. Like when I'm feeding her. She stops and look up at me. And when I carry her in the carrier while doing housework. And when she just wakes up from napping on me. She's just stare at me with her big eyes and gives a smile like I'm the most important person in the world. Her smiles still makes me all gooey and soft inside. Her shrill chuckles and laughter still makes my day. When she lays her little head on my chest/ shoulder, my life feels complete. 

So it's OK that she wants to nap on me every time every day, or that she prefers to sleep with me in bed every night. Or she wants to nurse longer than usual. Or if she wants me to carry her and bounce her up and down for ages. Because I know very soon, she will not need me as much anymore. I am so not looking forward to that day. So till then, she will be my round mini ms busybody.